Wednesday, February 20, 2008

haha

don't ask. I couldn't think of a better title.

So...though I have nothing to say, (actually alot) yeah. Life is full of ups and downs. Roller coaster of chaos! Free for one and all! Step right up!

The thing is, there's alot more to someone then just their smile and the way they talk. I know this is extremely random, but yeah. and I think that i really have been judging ppl for the past few days and i should stop. yeah. lol...i almost typed "yeha"...rodeo!Ok...nvm...

Jym camp sounds so fun this year! And i've got huge news! I can't go! Cause of Polka. don't get me wrong. I love band and really look forward to polka, but i really wanna g for jym camp.

And since in quite a few blogs there are ppl commenting on the song "why" by nicole noredman, i searched for the song, and seriously, i cried. God's love is really inexplainable. It's as deep as, well, far deeper than the pacific ocean. or that big hole in my wooden head.

Wheee...gtg now...no hw...since mrs kwok was sick...three periods of math! slacking!whahahaha...

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

V-day!

I gotta do SOMETHING for V-day...right? Haha...got a little song...hope you enjoy it...

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What’s it like to love someone
‘Cause I don’t know
It is true that guys confess
But it sounds so low

What do they like about us
‘Cause I can’t see
Is it true they like our laughs
Should this mean something to me

Cause I haven’t understood
Maybe someday I will
Maybe there’ll be someone
That fits my bill

Would it be his laugh
Would it be his smile
Would it be his personality
That makes it all worthwhile
Would it be the way
That he looks at me
Maybe this Valentines Day
I’ll make a discovery

What’s it like to hold hands
And walk in the park?
Is it true that guys like it
When we’re scared of the dark

What’s it like to love
And be loved back
Is it true that guys are shy
When they’re facing the facts

Cause I haven’t understood
Maybe someday I will
Maybe there’ll be someone
That fits my bill

Would it be his laugh
Would it be his smile
Would it be his personality
That makes it all worthwhile
Would it be the way
That he looks at me
Maybe this Valentines Day
I’ll make a discovery

I want to know what love feels like
I want to meet the guy that’s my type
I want to experience that feeling
But for now I’ll just keep on dreaming

‘Bout how he will laugh
‘Bout how he will smile
‘Bout how his personality
Will make it all worthwhile
‘Bout the way that he
Will look at me
Cause on this Valentine’s Day….I’ll make a discovery
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yeah. so, happy v-day ppl!
See ya!
(p.s.if you wanna know how it sounds like you can ask me how to sing it, but you need to pay for the broken windows)

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Yay! Second post in the month!^^

Whee...I actually post twice in a month! How about that?

It has been a long time since I've given out my blog address, and I (weirdly, but interestingly) hope lots of ppl actually forget about this blog. Why? Check out the new link at the bottom of the page. I can't take it...cause I just feel like writing stories, but continuing on my novel from NaNoWriMo isn't exactly amazingly thrilling. So, I am currently into fanfic, and though alot of people think that's a huge waste of time, I rather write stories to improve my command of English than play computer games. Sounds like I'm a nerd huh, but then again....ARGH! Don't even attempt to understand the mind of a deprived thirteen year old.

So, I think that my personality has changed, and I'm much more outgoing than I used to be, but I'm still that self-concious girl that I always have been. If a picture paints a thousand words, then I should draw a picture for my compo. But since I already hit 1066 words, I think a picture is demeaning.^^JK!

Life actually seemed like it would be a tsnami piling up behind me, but now it's kind of like a small wave just gently lapping at the shore. Which I'm very happy about. OM is not that stressful-yet, and Band looks pretty promising for me. Which I'm EXTREMELY happy about. Don't attempt to ask why. I just have this smile plastered on my face all the time. AND it's genuine, thank you very much!^^

Now that I gotta keep that wave going on smoothly, its down to English compo corrections. Any volunteers to help me copy out all the wrong sentences in my 1066 word compo?

See ya!^^

Sunday, January 20, 2008

LONGER break

Wow...this has to be the least updated blog in history...^^

Hi again, now I'm sec two! Streaming year! And I'm still getting used to the fact I now have juniors...

Band is going okay...but I really need to buck up cause I'm not exactly doing extremely well in the french horn. Oh well, practice you lazy bum! Polka concert is in six weeks and you still can't pitch high F!!!

Oh yeah...today was recruitment Sunday and since I'm already in worship ministry, I didn't need to fill in the form...but I hope that everyone will have something to do, cause it's not nice to slack when everyone else is doing something...

So, on life as sec two, I now climb one flight of steps less to get to class! lol...my teachers are nice, and hw is going to get piled up if I don't do something about it. Maybe I should do it now....NAH!

Wow...I'm such a slacker and I have so much to do...plus I want to join om....and I also wanna go for the ACE programme...omg...I'm so going to be flattened by m commitments....SO WHAT AM I DOING TYPING THIS???????!!!!!!

*Walks away from computer continually slapping myself*

See ya!^^
Elza

Thursday, November 1, 2007

LONG break

LOL
I commit myself to something and then abandon it. This really shows my rate of interest in things.

It's been a really long 4 months. It's been a really crazy 4 months. It's been extactly similar to my previous 13 years....

This week I've been really looking through all my old stuff...and I spent an hour reading my primary school creative writing file...no fun...everything was mostly sue-ann's compos...^_^

And I've got new furniture! 10 years after my first desk came in. Finally. My EOYs were fine...Chinese is not extactly improving though(whose is?) A1 for everything else!!!^_^

Here comes the shocker....I'm a Prefect-in-Training!!!! It was supposed to be by voting but I dunno who's stupid enough to vote me as prefect and since I'm so dumb (as I've always been...) I accepted and said yes. Another few days I've got to come back to school during my holidays. Other than that it's band; 3 days a week. I dun mind...it's fun...but tiring...oh well, I asked for it.

Band's going really well, I can now play a high D...that's already really good for a first timer! I really hope I'll be as good as the other sec 1's next year (there are 3 other sec 1 french horners...and they all have previous training so they are like pro....) and I really hope that I can play well for the year-end concert...3 songs omg....I'm doomed....oh well...always look on the bright side of life, dada lalalalala.....

sigh...I really hope I'll be fine for the rest of the year...i still have homework...argh. nvm...I shall just try my best...^^ and hope that it gets me somewhere....

Omg...Shikamaru is a pro...and naruto is really stupid.

See you soon!
(definition of soon? a long long time)

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Yay! managed to post!! ^_^

Hi...

I think i need to eat my words when i said life was treating me well...it just ran over me like bulldozer today. I changed places, came up with some crappy excuses, haven't finished my homework, I forgot to bring my mouthpiece to band AND I can't go to Genting. At least the bulldozer said sorry by giving me pretty good marks in my theory test though. I have no idea i how got that high.

Anyway I now am left with DnT...(I hate it...can't wait for sec 2 home econs...)some math filing and my chinese. My chinese teacher is really....argh nvm.... I don't think I'll ever do the zuo ye...

I really need to go to bed but i dun wan to....I shall just crap until my grandmother comes and chases me off the computer. I'm supposed to look for a newspaper article for my "trinity oral exam" blah...blah... I dun believe that I have to pay $131 for the examiner to test me for 13 min max. I was freaking out. And i need to make so many preparations before that too...stupid talk to him about my hobby...convince him to go on holiday...5 min speech on a news article...honestly...do you think that's worth $131?

Yesterday I had to stay back for Speech Day rehearsal...all we did was go up, shake the teacher's hand and come down...and i wasted about 2 hours there...I don't get it...we already practiced it once...they not sian we sian...I almost slept! ~_~ Oh yeah...I'm getting a scholarship...wadever...I have no idea why i wanted to apply in the first place....but that was at the start of the year so i really was blur with all those forms coming in...

Now i wanna watch Naruto...but this com won't let me and my grandmother will come rushing into the room like some mad animal so....

I know that I've been really pessimistic here so I'll just change everything i've typed into optimistic stuff...because i really need to justify my blog url...

Life is really treating me well! We've changed placed and I'm now sitting with Marilyn, whom i rather sit with than a few other people! Thank goodness my teacher accepted my explanation that i forgot to bring the book, i only have 2 pieces of homework left and even though the price is quite high...i may be able to convince my parents i wanna go to genting!! What's even better is that i got really good marks for my theory teat even though i didn't study for it! (slacker) (shut up pessimistic side!)

At least Dnt is not that bad...all I need to do is a simple model and I'm done with it!! And I only have compre left on zuo ye so at least i dun have to crack my brains that much!

I wanna go slp but i really want to finish this entry so...just pray that mii grandma won't come now...i a few weeks time I'll be having an oral exam...It's so cool the examiner is from london...i can't wait to tell him he needs a holiday...lol....although it's quite pricy for the exam...$131...it's still worth the certificate and stuff so I'm really glad for the experience...I want a distincion!!!

I don't believe I'm getting a scholarship for speech day either...it's so cool...Miss Eunice Olsen is the one giving away the prizes...although going for practise session yesterday was a bit tiring...I'm really looking forward to speech day when I can see my band seniors perform!!! And some of my friends in the concert segment...AND free reception afterwards!!! so happy i applied for the scholarship... $750~~
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Sincerly...I'm not that optimistic...but then if you combine both retarded and idiotic this is what you get...

Monday, July 9, 2007

Yo! wad's up! ^^

Hi!!

Life's been treating me kinda well these few days...but I've still been shirking most of my respnsibilities... sigh

So, with the SYF all over, and my sore throat kinda cured, YAY!! lolz...(it's really been frustrating not being able to hear myself talk...I dunnoe why but it is...) But now there's this Speech Day rehearsal that I have to go to...I think it's really senseless to stay back for 2 hours just to go on stage, shake hands with a person whom you have no idea is, bow, get off the stage and sit on the floor for the next 1 hour. That kinda sucks....

Oh well...today I kept on reading naruto even during 'Bible Study' (in class during recess) then it kinda stryck me that I've been paying a lot of attention to many other things except God. Then I remember that God...who made us...and I'm ignoring him...it made me think...then i continued reading naruto...which is the worst thing i could have done there and then....

So I think I better log off now 'cause i haven't been sleeping all that early....until next time (I hope the next time will be soon because I've really been slacking.....)

Cyas!!^^