HAHA. i'll never be serious though. i play too much. and that's my problem.
i regret not doing alot of things. It should be in mockingbird, where it says something along the lines of when people have the ability to change something, they have the responsibility to do it.
God has given me alot of talents, alot of good relationships with people, where i have a say in things, and i can actually influence other people. when you say something and people listen to you, that's something very good already. being salt and light is not just about telling others about christ. As i get to know God more and more, i understand how important prayer is, and especially reading His word. Now as i look back i should and could have done so much more in primary sch.
When i listen to adlin go on and on about jay, (haha) i wonder why can't i talk about God like that. I love God too. When people love someone, they are bound to talk on and on about that person. Why am i shy to tell others about my very best friend when others can list things about those they love ceaselessly?
when i did the class forum for sec twos yesterday, i was taken aback when they considered talking bad about others on blogs is not considered bullying. i was shocked, really. like mrs kwok said, the generations have changed, and many of us are having our values shaped by what we see on tv, the music we listen to. now, the world tells us to take care of ourselves. us first, others second. but God tells us to do the exact opposite. He did not come here to be served, but to serve. This is the exact mentality of the world that God tells us not to follow. I have nothing against any of my friends, or any of the people i have met yesterday. instead, i love them, and i wish to see them become better people. for me, i think it's pointless to hate or to hold grudges. there may be people i don't get along with, but that doesn't mean that i have a reason to pin their faces on a dart board and throw colourful pointy things. because He told me to love, i will. to all those that think i am blindly following whatever my God says to me; i think if someone died for me, i owe that person loads. imagine how much i owe God. i pinned Him to that cross. listening and following is the least i can do.
American idol is on. I always wanted to be singing on a huge stage, having millions of people cheer me on. but now, this just reminds me that all these are so superficial. you want statistics, i'll give you statistics. ONE of out ONE die. 100%. and when we are no longer part of the world, it really won't matter how many people have cheered us on, or have loved us. everybody knows this. some people work hard to achieve what they want, some think it's pointless since we're going to die anyway. I admire those that work hard, because they are giving their best for things. Those that are lazy, well, are really wasting thier lives away. but one thing's for certain, no matter how much effort you have put into living your life out, alot or none at all, you'll die one day. But i'm not living for a lost cause. i'm not. i'm definitely not. i'm not living for the treasures of this world. i'm not living for my parents. i'm not living for other people. i'm not even living for my future husband. i'm living for my God. i don't want anything to change that. and i know that nothing will, cause he has promised He will be with me till the very end.
If you have read until here, you might think i'm nuts. that i should be locked in an asylum and left there for my own good. haha. maybe i should. but one thing i know for sure, is that people were made for good relationships, that we are here to go through life, to get to know everyone else, and most importantly know God. Only then will life make sense.
no one forced me, and i'm glad.
love ya,
Elza.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
HAHA
people must learn to smile more. I'm serious. Life can't just go by without us enjoying it. Hey. God created us to live with Him. I'm sure He doesn't want us to walk around with this stressed out look and relying on caffine to haopefully survive for the rest of the week without commiting suicide.
what we all need is an escape from reality. But i can't. nothing i'm doing is working. that's because we aren't supposed to escape. we're supposed to live in it. Change it if possible. Make a difference to this sombre world that cares about very little other than results, deadlines, and conforming to society.
But i'm glad that there's hope. I thank my God in every remembrace of you, each and everyone who has been there for everything i've done. thanks for the memories. thanks for the blue sky. thanks for the laughter i get to hear everyday. We were made to laugh. We were made for joy. that's what i believe. it's up to you to join me.
Thanks for the people who care. Thanks for those who don't mind lending an unbrella to the drenched elza's of this world.
I don't know who you are. I don't know where you come from. But this i know well.
We need more people like you.
arigato.
Elza.
what we all need is an escape from reality. But i can't. nothing i'm doing is working. that's because we aren't supposed to escape. we're supposed to live in it. Change it if possible. Make a difference to this sombre world that cares about very little other than results, deadlines, and conforming to society.
But i'm glad that there's hope. I thank my God in every remembrace of you, each and everyone who has been there for everything i've done. thanks for the memories. thanks for the blue sky. thanks for the laughter i get to hear everyday. We were made to laugh. We were made for joy. that's what i believe. it's up to you to join me.
Thanks for the people who care. Thanks for those who don't mind lending an unbrella to the drenched elza's of this world.
I don't know who you are. I don't know where you come from. But this i know well.
We need more people like you.
arigato.
Elza.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
e learning day 2 ^^
haha I went to the children's section and found a power point. no body's here so I'm really glad my grandma remended me about this place.
hmm...I don't know what you'll think of me after you read this. Stupid? scatterbrained? plain crazy?
I came here at 10am cuz i thought the library would be opened by then. (I checked library opening hours on the sch com yesterday) turns out the library opens at 11, so I decided to go to bukit panjang plaza starbucks and access the internet from there. 975 just goes there straight, so I waited for the bus. I don't know whether I was too busy reading my book, or taking care of my laptop that I boarded 925 instead, and went to all the industrial sites in Kranji. I was quite scared, I've never liked being lost. But I guessed I would be fine, and then I prayed to God. He comforted me, and somehow I knew it would be ok. But that trip was really an eye opener for me. I really didn't know that this part of Singapore existed, where all the foreign workers actually go to work to. Actually I think that singaporeans should really respect these people more. Just because they do manual work, or what we think is all the dirty jobs, I believe they are very nice deep down. we are all human anyway, and God made us all the unique, and in some sense equal.
Anyway, I got this feeling a few months ago, when God somewhat put this thought in my heart, when I was looking out my house window. There are so many ppl out there that actually need God, who don't even know Him. I am VERY fortunate to know about God, and more importantly to know God. He has really changed my life and my attitude to everything. I really thank God for letting me make that mistake, for I have now realised that he is my comforter and my strength when I feel everything is so messed up.
And for the song that I have to sing for the jym vocal course, I now realise that wherever I go, He's there with me. And I don't want to go far away from him, cuz I love Him way too much.
And I could really go into a rant about something else, but now I will just resign to thanking God for everything that I can think of.
Thank you for letting me know you, God.
no longer pissed with e learning cuz I thank God for it,
Elza
hmm...I don't know what you'll think of me after you read this. Stupid? scatterbrained? plain crazy?
I came here at 10am cuz i thought the library would be opened by then. (I checked library opening hours on the sch com yesterday) turns out the library opens at 11, so I decided to go to bukit panjang plaza starbucks and access the internet from there. 975 just goes there straight, so I waited for the bus. I don't know whether I was too busy reading my book, or taking care of my laptop that I boarded 925 instead, and went to all the industrial sites in Kranji. I was quite scared, I've never liked being lost. But I guessed I would be fine, and then I prayed to God. He comforted me, and somehow I knew it would be ok. But that trip was really an eye opener for me. I really didn't know that this part of Singapore existed, where all the foreign workers actually go to work to. Actually I think that singaporeans should really respect these people more. Just because they do manual work, or what we think is all the dirty jobs, I believe they are very nice deep down. we are all human anyway, and God made us all the unique, and in some sense equal.
Anyway, I got this feeling a few months ago, when God somewhat put this thought in my heart, when I was looking out my house window. There are so many ppl out there that actually need God, who don't even know Him. I am VERY fortunate to know about God, and more importantly to know God. He has really changed my life and my attitude to everything. I really thank God for letting me make that mistake, for I have now realised that he is my comforter and my strength when I feel everything is so messed up.
And for the song that I have to sing for the jym vocal course, I now realise that wherever I go, He's there with me. And I don't want to go far away from him, cuz I love Him way too much.
And I could really go into a rant about something else, but now I will just resign to thanking God for everything that I can think of.
Thank you for letting me know you, God.
no longer pissed with e learning cuz I thank God for it,
Elza
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
hey all
haha I'll make this a quickie cause my battery's dying
today was e learning. My foot. The only thing I learned was that school computers are even slower than normal and they don't work when about a thousand ppl are accessing the system at the same time. I shouldn't even have gone and wasted my precious time. I'm so coming to the library again tmw.
sigh. I have about ten percent of battery life left. anyway I guess e learning wasn't a complete failure, other than the learning part.
Facebook's quite awesome, though it gets a little boring after a while. so I'm looking for good websites to surf. Any recommendations?
I'm trying to write my story that was supposed to be for valentines day but I guess not. Maybe it'll be done by next year. XD but I hope it'll be good.
haha I guess I have to go. better post before batt dies.
long live e learning-you've got loads of death threats on facebook.
Elza the irritated.
today was e learning. My foot. The only thing I learned was that school computers are even slower than normal and they don't work when about a thousand ppl are accessing the system at the same time. I shouldn't even have gone and wasted my precious time. I'm so coming to the library again tmw.
sigh. I have about ten percent of battery life left. anyway I guess e learning wasn't a complete failure, other than the learning part.
Facebook's quite awesome, though it gets a little boring after a while. so I'm looking for good websites to surf. Any recommendations?
I'm trying to write my story that was supposed to be for valentines day but I guess not. Maybe it'll be done by next year. XD but I hope it'll be good.
haha I guess I have to go. better post before batt dies.
long live e learning-you've got loads of death threats on facebook.
Elza the irritated.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
haha this blog revived!!!
lol. I'm reviving this blog man...XD
hi to everyone that has been checking this page for a while and somehow notices that this post is new!! awesome right? before you fall off your seat and start rambling about how the world's about to end, don't worry, Elza's alive. It's just her internet life that's died! ><
haha I gtg do hw. writing a new story as well. I wonder if it'll be ready on valentine's day...cuz that's what I'm writing about. see ya~
the revived internet life^^
hi to everyone that has been checking this page for a while and somehow notices that this post is new!! awesome right? before you fall off your seat and start rambling about how the world's about to end, don't worry, Elza's alive. It's just her internet life that's died! ><
haha I gtg do hw. writing a new story as well. I wonder if it'll be ready on valentine's day...cuz that's what I'm writing about. see ya~
the revived internet life^^
Friday, June 20, 2008
whahahaha
It's dead...oh yes this blog's dead...let the freedom bells ring!!!!XD
haha...oak outing yesterday was a blast. got a kick out from laughing at Ryan. hahaha....go see the photos...www.oak08.blogspot.com haha sorry jocelyn I just had to check out your photos too...
I've got GREAT NEWS!!! I learnt how to ride the bicycle in 20 minutes!!whohooooo....YAY! with injuries and all too but who cares. I know how to ride a bicycle!!!XD (after slamming into the bush, almost knocking into the sentosa tram and injuring myself while walking toward it. And yes I totally crushed the poor bush. there's a huge tyre thing in the middle of it.)
i'm currently eating my breakfast. Ban Mian. Who eats Ban Mian in the morning? especially after the person has eaten ban mian for lunch the previous afternoon. haha still laughing at ryan. you know if he collected five cents from every person who laughed at him, he'd be a millionare.
Anyway I know i'm supposed to be doing homework cause it's the last day of hols...but who cares. I'm not even halfway done. I suspect that very few people are anyway. sigh...
guess what...I actually made a video of me singing who am i...but the fact is that it totally sucks. so I'm not posting it, not now, not ever. *shudders* (when did I ever think I was good enough to post the video on youtube?!?!) (and no, it's not on youtube thank goodness...)
haha i've gotta get out of here...i think I need to update more...and change the song...XD annoying...
haha...oak outing yesterday was a blast. got a kick out from laughing at Ryan. hahaha....go see the photos...www.oak08.blogspot.com haha sorry jocelyn I just had to check out your photos too...
I've got GREAT NEWS!!! I learnt how to ride the bicycle in 20 minutes!!whohooooo....YAY! with injuries and all too but who cares. I know how to ride a bicycle!!!XD (after slamming into the bush, almost knocking into the sentosa tram and injuring myself while walking toward it. And yes I totally crushed the poor bush. there's a huge tyre thing in the middle of it.)
i'm currently eating my breakfast. Ban Mian. Who eats Ban Mian in the morning? especially after the person has eaten ban mian for lunch the previous afternoon. haha still laughing at ryan. you know if he collected five cents from every person who laughed at him, he'd be a millionare.
Anyway I know i'm supposed to be doing homework cause it's the last day of hols...but who cares. I'm not even halfway done. I suspect that very few people are anyway. sigh...
guess what...I actually made a video of me singing who am i...but the fact is that it totally sucks. so I'm not posting it, not now, not ever. *shudders* (when did I ever think I was good enough to post the video on youtube?!?!) (and no, it's not on youtube thank goodness...)
haha i've gotta get out of here...i think I need to update more...and change the song...XD annoying...
Sunday, May 4, 2008
HELLO!
haha...added something new at the bottom. thinking of getting a new blogskin, but can't seem to find one. lol.
QUOTE OF THE WEEK! check it out at the bottom!
My first quote is from the wonderful people at school. haha.
knock yourselves out!XD
QUOTE OF THE WEEK! check it out at the bottom!
My first quote is from the wonderful people at school. haha.
knock yourselves out!XD
Saturday, May 3, 2008
lol
sick. that's what I am right now.
ARGH.
I'm too tired to even use '!!' anymore.
I have no idea why I'm watching american idol vids. heh. go check it out. I really like this song. Oh and if the background music is still going on, I have no idea how to stop it so just go to the website instead.XD I'm mean.
haha i supposed to be sick. I slept the whole day today. But i"m feeling much better now though I know i should be sleeping. But I'm not. heh. My parents and grandparents are going to come and chase me soon. But I doubt it cause hey all think I'm sleeping. hope the light doesn't give me away.XD
yesterday was a disaster. I mean it. Not going to elaborate, but I'm feeling pretty bad after that.
I think I'll just put this up for now. nothing much else to say. see ya.
ARGH.
I'm too tired to even use '!!' anymore.
I have no idea why I'm watching american idol vids. heh. go check it out. I really like this song. Oh and if the background music is still going on, I have no idea how to stop it so just go to the website instead.XD I'm mean.
haha i supposed to be sick. I slept the whole day today. But i"m feeling much better now though I know i should be sleeping. But I'm not. heh. My parents and grandparents are going to come and chase me soon. But I doubt it cause hey all think I'm sleeping. hope the light doesn't give me away.XD
yesterday was a disaster. I mean it. Not going to elaborate, but I'm feeling pretty bad after that.
I think I'll just put this up for now. nothing much else to say. see ya.
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Heh
It's labour day! Whoo HOOOO
heh. there's a huge difference from a holiday during a normal school week and the week before exams. I always wake up super early to watch anime and play with the com. I have to stop super soon since everybody's going to get up soon. BOKURA GA ITA!^^heh.
haha. red-faced ppl....XD
sigh. I still haven't done that math paper. come to think of it, i seriously need the practice. aRGH! Whoops, caps. heh. XD
Wow....this blogger page fits really nicely into this small empty spot in the screen. while I"m watching anime.
heh. so fun.
GAH it's labour day! I'm supposed to be labouring! lol.
haha she's scolding him cause he wore the same red jacket. LOL.XD
muahahaha. I really don't know what to do. I can't take just watching anime alone cause I'll think I'm wasting my time. But isn't this the same thing? heh. I really dunno. *screams: I'm really WASTING TIME AND I DON'T CARE! BUT I CARE! ARGHHH!!* *runs around in more circles* XD
okay. the end. XD
heh. there's a huge difference from a holiday during a normal school week and the week before exams. I always wake up super early to watch anime and play with the com. I have to stop super soon since everybody's going to get up soon. BOKURA GA ITA!^^heh.
haha. red-faced ppl....XD
sigh. I still haven't done that math paper. come to think of it, i seriously need the practice. aRGH! Whoops, caps. heh. XD
Wow....this blogger page fits really nicely into this small empty spot in the screen. while I"m watching anime.
heh. so fun.
GAH it's labour day! I'm supposed to be labouring! lol.
haha she's scolding him cause he wore the same red jacket. LOL.XD
muahahaha. I really don't know what to do. I can't take just watching anime alone cause I'll think I'm wasting my time. But isn't this the same thing? heh. I really dunno. *screams: I'm really WASTING TIME AND I DON'T CARE! BUT I CARE! ARGHHH!!* *runs around in more circles* XD
okay. the end. XD
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
$&%^(*&#%$(@%^)@$%@#!$%$%^$@& (my current feelings on life as a whole)
whahahaha....my dumb com crashed on me again....
haha today we played angels and mortals. Nafeela (seriously sorry if I got your name wrong again><), my mortal was sitting right in front of me-_-XD haha so i threw her off by saying i was the medium. phew. but she didn't even think it was me. she thought i was Shi Ying! XD
At the end of the day almost everybody knew whose angel was whose. so on friday they'll start it again with no mediums. only a box. sad huh.
oh and kudos to my angel, Wood Yan, who gave me a inflated green head with a big smiley. The resemblance is uncanny. And no thanks to Alyssa who gave it a huge sore spot. (the PAIN! THE ANGUISH!) XD
I've really got to start on that math paper. But I don't want to.
Haha we had PE in the space today. I can't believe I had fun flipping weird cone like things over. Heh. Don't really mind doing that again. XD
woots tmw is labour day. Actually i still don't get it. Labour day is when people work. And we have a public holiday for that. Weird huh.
then again I'll be slogging away memorising stuff for exams. No wonder they call it labour day.><
hees. sch is a bittersweet thing for most of us eh. I really can't imagine what I would turn up as if I hadn't gone to SV and SMSS. (they both start with an S! the shock! the HORROR! XD)
My grandmother's going to chase me exceptionally soon. I better get that math paper done. Somehow.
Looking forward to my new angel and mortal. maybe i should pick myself as the mortal. heh. save me lots of trouble. and paper. SAVE THE TREES!XD
then again there's no fun in that. especially if the mortal knows exactly who their angel is. Then again, i don't even know WHO i am. nvm, I am His. that's all i need to know.
SEE YAS!^^
P.s. I just realised that I'm posting daily. Is that a good thing? especially after one month of break? for the past 12 months? XD
haha today we played angels and mortals. Nafeela (seriously sorry if I got your name wrong again><), my mortal was sitting right in front of me-_-XD haha so i threw her off by saying i was the medium. phew. but she didn't even think it was me. she thought i was Shi Ying! XD
At the end of the day almost everybody knew whose angel was whose. so on friday they'll start it again with no mediums. only a box. sad huh.
oh and kudos to my angel, Wood Yan, who gave me a inflated green head with a big smiley. The resemblance is uncanny. And no thanks to Alyssa who gave it a huge sore spot. (the PAIN! THE ANGUISH!) XD
I've really got to start on that math paper. But I don't want to.
Haha we had PE in the space today. I can't believe I had fun flipping weird cone like things over. Heh. Don't really mind doing that again. XD
woots tmw is labour day. Actually i still don't get it. Labour day is when people work. And we have a public holiday for that. Weird huh.
then again I'll be slogging away memorising stuff for exams. No wonder they call it labour day.><
hees. sch is a bittersweet thing for most of us eh. I really can't imagine what I would turn up as if I hadn't gone to SV and SMSS. (they both start with an S! the shock! the HORROR! XD)
My grandmother's going to chase me exceptionally soon. I better get that math paper done. Somehow.
Looking forward to my new angel and mortal. maybe i should pick myself as the mortal. heh. save me lots of trouble. and paper. SAVE THE TREES!XD
then again there's no fun in that. especially if the mortal knows exactly who their angel is. Then again, i don't even know WHO i am. nvm, I am His. that's all i need to know.
SEE YAS!^^
P.s. I just realised that I'm posting daily. Is that a good thing? especially after one month of break? for the past 12 months? XD
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
HI!
whoops.
haha i really have nothing better to do now. Even though my whole family's out.
I really am not ready to face my life. i need one desperately.
*thinks of a plan to get out of Friday's situation*
Dont get me wrong i'm happy about my relative getting married but i just can't face other things. gah. why am I even bothering with my blog? ppl read them. the whole world knows what you think. And i critisize this while typing madly away for a new post.
and i spell critisise wrongly. all my spelling has been thrown out of the window. along with my grammar and any notion that my life was perfect.
so when nobody reads this, i will just hypnotise myself to smile.
great way to pass time. which i should be using to study.
see ya.
haha i really have nothing better to do now. Even though my whole family's out.
I really am not ready to face my life. i need one desperately.
*thinks of a plan to get out of Friday's situation*
Dont get me wrong i'm happy about my relative getting married but i just can't face other things. gah. why am I even bothering with my blog? ppl read them. the whole world knows what you think. And i critisize this while typing madly away for a new post.
and i spell critisise wrongly. all my spelling has been thrown out of the window. along with my grammar and any notion that my life was perfect.
so when nobody reads this, i will just hypnotise myself to smile.
great way to pass time. which i should be using to study.
see ya.
Monday, April 28, 2008
ha. ha.
hahahahaha
don't ask
I have nothing better to do, except study, get a life, and study some more.
so yeah.
exams are the beest thing EVER! ~We love 'em~ oh yes we do!~
whee.
walking on clouds that are probably going to dissolve by osmosis. or diffusion. or some science topic i haven't studied. >< help.
Chinese was okay, -pass pass pass- and Eng was (hopefully) good.
So to everyone who actually bothers to read this utterly dead blog,
hi
don't ask
I have nothing better to do, except study, get a life, and study some more.
so yeah.
exams are the beest thing EVER! ~We love 'em~ oh yes we do!~
whee.
walking on clouds that are probably going to dissolve by osmosis. or diffusion. or some science topic i haven't studied. >< help.
Chinese was okay, -pass pass pass- and Eng was (hopefully) good.
So to everyone who actually bothers to read this utterly dead blog,
hi
Thursday, March 27, 2008
LOOK HERE!!!^^
I am BORED.
If you hadn't already figured that out =_=...
I sit beside a weird person. But acutally she is normal, cause I'm abnormal. I want circuses to keep torturing animals for entertainment!
Ignore those lines. Anyway, life is really stressful and I've got alot to do. My exams are coming and I can't even imagine them doing so just because I already have so many things to handle. Ever think your life is stressful? join the club. (Psst...you get free cookies^^)
If you think I've given up on writing my story/stories, well then, haven't you seen all my effort, all my hard work into actually producing some amazing manuscript on paper?! I'm appalled that my hard work has not been appreciated!! NO?! Wow. you really know me. And to those still in the dark, yes I've stopped writing that danny phantom story at the bottom so just ignore the link. Well, I would consider if ppl actually tell me to continue, but no one has. So what's the point of finishing it off anyway? I've got better things to do! (like watch naruto)
Haha. look forward to a new story. Somewhere. Somehow. (grins sheepishly but realises no one cares anyway)
See YAS!
ChEEEEEEEZZZZEEEEEE
If you hadn't already figured that out =_=...
I sit beside a weird person. But acutally she is normal, cause I'm abnormal. I want circuses to keep torturing animals for entertainment!
Ignore those lines. Anyway, life is really stressful and I've got alot to do. My exams are coming and I can't even imagine them doing so just because I already have so many things to handle. Ever think your life is stressful? join the club. (Psst...you get free cookies^^)
If you think I've given up on writing my story/stories, well then, haven't you seen all my effort, all my hard work into actually producing some amazing manuscript on paper?! I'm appalled that my hard work has not been appreciated!! NO?! Wow. you really know me. And to those still in the dark, yes I've stopped writing that danny phantom story at the bottom so just ignore the link. Well, I would consider if ppl actually tell me to continue, but no one has. So what's the point of finishing it off anyway? I've got better things to do! (like watch naruto)
Haha. look forward to a new story. Somewhere. Somehow. (grins sheepishly but realises no one cares anyway)
See YAS!
ChEEEEEEEZZZZEEEEEE
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
haha
don't ask. I couldn't think of a better title.
So...though I have nothing to say, (actually alot) yeah. Life is full of ups and downs. Roller coaster of chaos! Free for one and all! Step right up!
The thing is, there's alot more to someone then just their smile and the way they talk. I know this is extremely random, but yeah. and I think that i really have been judging ppl for the past few days and i should stop. yeah. lol...i almost typed "yeha"...rodeo!Ok...nvm...
Jym camp sounds so fun this year! And i've got huge news! I can't go! Cause of Polka. don't get me wrong. I love band and really look forward to polka, but i really wanna g for jym camp.
And since in quite a few blogs there are ppl commenting on the song "why" by nicole noredman, i searched for the song, and seriously, i cried. God's love is really inexplainable. It's as deep as, well, far deeper than the pacific ocean. or that big hole in my wooden head.
Wheee...gtg now...no hw...since mrs kwok was sick...three periods of math! slacking!whahahaha...
So...though I have nothing to say, (actually alot) yeah. Life is full of ups and downs. Roller coaster of chaos! Free for one and all! Step right up!
The thing is, there's alot more to someone then just their smile and the way they talk. I know this is extremely random, but yeah. and I think that i really have been judging ppl for the past few days and i should stop. yeah. lol...i almost typed "yeha"...rodeo!Ok...nvm...
Jym camp sounds so fun this year! And i've got huge news! I can't go! Cause of Polka. don't get me wrong. I love band and really look forward to polka, but i really wanna g for jym camp.
And since in quite a few blogs there are ppl commenting on the song "why" by nicole noredman, i searched for the song, and seriously, i cried. God's love is really inexplainable. It's as deep as, well, far deeper than the pacific ocean. or that big hole in my wooden head.
Wheee...gtg now...no hw...since mrs kwok was sick...three periods of math! slacking!whahahaha...
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
V-day!
I gotta do SOMETHING for V-day...right? Haha...got a little song...hope you enjoy it...
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What’s it like to love someone
‘Cause I don’t know
It is true that guys confess
But it sounds so low
What do they like about us
‘Cause I can’t see
Is it true they like our laughs
Should this mean something to me
Cause I haven’t understood
Maybe someday I will
Maybe there’ll be someone
That fits my bill
Would it be his laugh
Would it be his smile
Would it be his personality
That makes it all worthwhile
Would it be the way
That he looks at me
Maybe this Valentines Day
I’ll make a discovery
What’s it like to hold hands
And walk in the park?
Is it true that guys like it
When we’re scared of the dark
What’s it like to love
And be loved back
Is it true that guys are shy
When they’re facing the facts
Cause I haven’t understood
Maybe someday I will
Maybe there’ll be someone
That fits my bill
Would it be his laugh
Would it be his smile
Would it be his personality
That makes it all worthwhile
Would it be the way
That he looks at me
Maybe this Valentines Day
I’ll make a discovery
I want to know what love feels like
I want to meet the guy that’s my type
I want to experience that feeling
But for now I’ll just keep on dreaming
‘Bout how he will laugh
‘Bout how he will smile
‘Bout how his personality
Will make it all worthwhile
‘Bout the way that he
Will look at me
Cause on this Valentine’s Day….I’ll make a discovery
‘Cause I don’t know
It is true that guys confess
But it sounds so low
What do they like about us
‘Cause I can’t see
Is it true they like our laughs
Should this mean something to me
Cause I haven’t understood
Maybe someday I will
Maybe there’ll be someone
That fits my bill
Would it be his laugh
Would it be his smile
Would it be his personality
That makes it all worthwhile
Would it be the way
That he looks at me
Maybe this Valentines Day
I’ll make a discovery
What’s it like to hold hands
And walk in the park?
Is it true that guys like it
When we’re scared of the dark
What’s it like to love
And be loved back
Is it true that guys are shy
When they’re facing the facts
Cause I haven’t understood
Maybe someday I will
Maybe there’ll be someone
That fits my bill
Would it be his laugh
Would it be his smile
Would it be his personality
That makes it all worthwhile
Would it be the way
That he looks at me
Maybe this Valentines Day
I’ll make a discovery
I want to know what love feels like
I want to meet the guy that’s my type
I want to experience that feeling
But for now I’ll just keep on dreaming
‘Bout how he will laugh
‘Bout how he will smile
‘Bout how his personality
Will make it all worthwhile
‘Bout the way that he
Will look at me
Cause on this Valentine’s Day….I’ll make a discovery
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yeah. so, happy v-day ppl!
See ya!
(p.s.if you wanna know how it sounds like you can ask me how to sing it, but you need to pay for the broken windows)
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Yay! Second post in the month!^^
Whee...I actually post twice in a month! How about that?
It has been a long time since I've given out my blog address, and I (weirdly, but interestingly) hope lots of ppl actually forget about this blog. Why? Check out the new link at the bottom of the page. I can't take it...cause I just feel like writing stories, but continuing on my novel from NaNoWriMo isn't exactly amazingly thrilling. So, I am currently into fanfic, and though alot of people think that's a huge waste of time, I rather write stories to improve my command of English than play computer games. Sounds like I'm a nerd huh, but then again....ARGH! Don't even attempt to understand the mind of a deprived thirteen year old.
So, I think that my personality has changed, and I'm much more outgoing than I used to be, but I'm still that self-concious girl that I always have been. If a picture paints a thousand words, then I should draw a picture for my compo. But since I already hit 1066 words, I think a picture is demeaning.^^JK!
Life actually seemed like it would be a tsnami piling up behind me, but now it's kind of like a small wave just gently lapping at the shore. Which I'm very happy about. OM is not that stressful-yet, and Band looks pretty promising for me. Which I'm EXTREMELY happy about. Don't attempt to ask why. I just have this smile plastered on my face all the time. AND it's genuine, thank you very much!^^
Now that I gotta keep that wave going on smoothly, its down to English compo corrections. Any volunteers to help me copy out all the wrong sentences in my 1066 word compo?
See ya!^^
It has been a long time since I've given out my blog address, and I (weirdly, but interestingly) hope lots of ppl actually forget about this blog. Why? Check out the new link at the bottom of the page. I can't take it...cause I just feel like writing stories, but continuing on my novel from NaNoWriMo isn't exactly amazingly thrilling. So, I am currently into fanfic, and though alot of people think that's a huge waste of time, I rather write stories to improve my command of English than play computer games. Sounds like I'm a nerd huh, but then again....ARGH! Don't even attempt to understand the mind of a deprived thirteen year old.
So, I think that my personality has changed, and I'm much more outgoing than I used to be, but I'm still that self-concious girl that I always have been. If a picture paints a thousand words, then I should draw a picture for my compo. But since I already hit 1066 words, I think a picture is demeaning.^^JK!
Life actually seemed like it would be a tsnami piling up behind me, but now it's kind of like a small wave just gently lapping at the shore. Which I'm very happy about. OM is not that stressful-yet, and Band looks pretty promising for me. Which I'm EXTREMELY happy about. Don't attempt to ask why. I just have this smile plastered on my face all the time. AND it's genuine, thank you very much!^^
Now that I gotta keep that wave going on smoothly, its down to English compo corrections. Any volunteers to help me copy out all the wrong sentences in my 1066 word compo?
See ya!^^
Sunday, January 20, 2008
LONGER break
Wow...this has to be the least updated blog in history...^^
Hi again, now I'm sec two! Streaming year! And I'm still getting used to the fact I now have juniors...
Band is going okay...but I really need to buck up cause I'm not exactly doing extremely well in the french horn. Oh well, practice you lazy bum! Polka concert is in six weeks and you still can't pitch high F!!!
Oh yeah...today was recruitment Sunday and since I'm already in worship ministry, I didn't need to fill in the form...but I hope that everyone will have something to do, cause it's not nice to slack when everyone else is doing something...
So, on life as sec two, I now climb one flight of steps less to get to class! lol...my teachers are nice, and hw is going to get piled up if I don't do something about it. Maybe I should do it now....NAH!
Wow...I'm such a slacker and I have so much to do...plus I want to join om....and I also wanna go for the ACE programme...omg...I'm so going to be flattened by m commitments....SO WHAT AM I DOING TYPING THIS???????!!!!!!
*Walks away from computer continually slapping myself*
See ya!^^
Elza
Hi again, now I'm sec two! Streaming year! And I'm still getting used to the fact I now have juniors...
Band is going okay...but I really need to buck up cause I'm not exactly doing extremely well in the french horn. Oh well, practice you lazy bum! Polka concert is in six weeks and you still can't pitch high F!!!
Oh yeah...today was recruitment Sunday and since I'm already in worship ministry, I didn't need to fill in the form...but I hope that everyone will have something to do, cause it's not nice to slack when everyone else is doing something...
So, on life as sec two, I now climb one flight of steps less to get to class! lol...my teachers are nice, and hw is going to get piled up if I don't do something about it. Maybe I should do it now....NAH!
Wow...I'm such a slacker and I have so much to do...plus I want to join om....and I also wanna go for the ACE programme...omg...I'm so going to be flattened by m commitments....SO WHAT AM I DOING TYPING THIS???????!!!!!!
*Walks away from computer continually slapping myself*
See ya!^^
Elza
Thursday, November 1, 2007
LONG break
LOL
I commit myself to something and then abandon it. This really shows my rate of interest in things.
It's been a really long 4 months. It's been a really crazy 4 months. It's been extactly similar to my previous 13 years....
This week I've been really looking through all my old stuff...and I spent an hour reading my primary school creative writing file...no fun...everything was mostly sue-ann's compos...^_^
And I've got new furniture! 10 years after my first desk came in. Finally. My EOYs were fine...Chinese is not extactly improving though(whose is?) A1 for everything else!!!^_^
Here comes the shocker....I'm a Prefect-in-Training!!!! It was supposed to be by voting but I dunno who's stupid enough to vote me as prefect and since I'm so dumb (as I've always been...) I accepted and said yes. Another few days I've got to come back to school during my holidays. Other than that it's band; 3 days a week. I dun mind...it's fun...but tiring...oh well, I asked for it.
Band's going really well, I can now play a high D...that's already really good for a first timer! I really hope I'll be as good as the other sec 1's next year (there are 3 other sec 1 french horners...and they all have previous training so they are like pro....) and I really hope that I can play well for the year-end concert...3 songs omg....I'm doomed....oh well...always look on the bright side of life, dada lalalalala.....
sigh...I really hope I'll be fine for the rest of the year...i still have homework...argh. nvm...I shall just try my best...^^ and hope that it gets me somewhere....
Omg...Shikamaru is a pro...and naruto is really stupid.
See you soon!
(definition of soon? a long long time)
I commit myself to something and then abandon it. This really shows my rate of interest in things.
It's been a really long 4 months. It's been a really crazy 4 months. It's been extactly similar to my previous 13 years....
This week I've been really looking through all my old stuff...and I spent an hour reading my primary school creative writing file...no fun...everything was mostly sue-ann's compos...^_^
And I've got new furniture! 10 years after my first desk came in. Finally. My EOYs were fine...Chinese is not extactly improving though(whose is?) A1 for everything else!!!^_^
Here comes the shocker....I'm a Prefect-in-Training!!!! It was supposed to be by voting but I dunno who's stupid enough to vote me as prefect and since I'm so dumb (as I've always been...) I accepted and said yes. Another few days I've got to come back to school during my holidays. Other than that it's band; 3 days a week. I dun mind...it's fun...but tiring...oh well, I asked for it.
Band's going really well, I can now play a high D...that's already really good for a first timer! I really hope I'll be as good as the other sec 1's next year (there are 3 other sec 1 french horners...and they all have previous training so they are like pro....) and I really hope that I can play well for the year-end concert...3 songs omg....I'm doomed....oh well...always look on the bright side of life, dada lalalalala.....
sigh...I really hope I'll be fine for the rest of the year...i still have homework...argh. nvm...I shall just try my best...^^ and hope that it gets me somewhere....
Omg...Shikamaru is a pro...and naruto is really stupid.
See you soon!
(definition of soon? a long long time)
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Yay! managed to post!! ^_^
Hi...
I think i need to eat my words when i said life was treating me well...it just ran over me like bulldozer today. I changed places, came up with some crappy excuses, haven't finished my homework, I forgot to bring my mouthpiece to band AND I can't go to Genting. At least the bulldozer said sorry by giving me pretty good marks in my theory test though. I have no idea i how got that high.
Anyway I now am left with DnT...(I hate it...can't wait for sec 2 home econs...)some math filing and my chinese. My chinese teacher is really....argh nvm.... I don't think I'll ever do the zuo ye...
I really need to go to bed but i dun wan to....I shall just crap until my grandmother comes and chases me off the computer. I'm supposed to look for a newspaper article for my "trinity oral exam" blah...blah... I dun believe that I have to pay $131 for the examiner to test me for 13 min max. I was freaking out. And i need to make so many preparations before that too...stupid talk to him about my hobby...convince him to go on holiday...5 min speech on a news article...honestly...do you think that's worth $131?
Yesterday I had to stay back for Speech Day rehearsal...all we did was go up, shake the teacher's hand and come down...and i wasted about 2 hours there...I don't get it...we already practiced it once...they not sian we sian...I almost slept! ~_~ Oh yeah...I'm getting a scholarship...wadever...I have no idea why i wanted to apply in the first place....but that was at the start of the year so i really was blur with all those forms coming in...
Now i wanna watch Naruto...but this com won't let me and my grandmother will come rushing into the room like some mad animal so....
I know that I've been really pessimistic here so I'll just change everything i've typed into optimistic stuff...because i really need to justify my blog url...
Life is really treating me well! We've changed placed and I'm now sitting with Marilyn, whom i rather sit with than a few other people! Thank goodness my teacher accepted my explanation that i forgot to bring the book, i only have 2 pieces of homework left and even though the price is quite high...i may be able to convince my parents i wanna go to genting!! What's even better is that i got really good marks for my theory teat even though i didn't study for it! (slacker) (shut up pessimistic side!)
At least Dnt is not that bad...all I need to do is a simple model and I'm done with it!! And I only have compre left on zuo ye so at least i dun have to crack my brains that much!
I wanna go slp but i really want to finish this entry so...just pray that mii grandma won't come now...i a few weeks time I'll be having an oral exam...It's so cool the examiner is from london...i can't wait to tell him he needs a holiday...lol....although it's quite pricy for the exam...$131...it's still worth the certificate and stuff so I'm really glad for the experience...I want a distincion!!!
I don't believe I'm getting a scholarship for speech day either...it's so cool...Miss Eunice Olsen is the one giving away the prizes...although going for practise session yesterday was a bit tiring...I'm really looking forward to speech day when I can see my band seniors perform!!! And some of my friends in the concert segment...AND free reception afterwards!!! so happy i applied for the scholarship... $750~~
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Sincerly...I'm not that optimistic...but then if you combine both retarded and idiotic this is what you get...
I think i need to eat my words when i said life was treating me well...it just ran over me like bulldozer today. I changed places, came up with some crappy excuses, haven't finished my homework, I forgot to bring my mouthpiece to band AND I can't go to Genting. At least the bulldozer said sorry by giving me pretty good marks in my theory test though. I have no idea i how got that high.
Anyway I now am left with DnT...(I hate it...can't wait for sec 2 home econs...)some math filing and my chinese. My chinese teacher is really....argh nvm.... I don't think I'll ever do the zuo ye...
I really need to go to bed but i dun wan to....I shall just crap until my grandmother comes and chases me off the computer. I'm supposed to look for a newspaper article for my "trinity oral exam" blah...blah... I dun believe that I have to pay $131 for the examiner to test me for 13 min max. I was freaking out. And i need to make so many preparations before that too...stupid talk to him about my hobby...convince him to go on holiday...5 min speech on a news article...honestly...do you think that's worth $131?
Yesterday I had to stay back for Speech Day rehearsal...all we did was go up, shake the teacher's hand and come down...and i wasted about 2 hours there...I don't get it...we already practiced it once...they not sian we sian...I almost slept! ~_~ Oh yeah...I'm getting a scholarship...wadever...I have no idea why i wanted to apply in the first place....but that was at the start of the year so i really was blur with all those forms coming in...
Now i wanna watch Naruto...but this com won't let me and my grandmother will come rushing into the room like some mad animal so....
I know that I've been really pessimistic here so I'll just change everything i've typed into optimistic stuff...because i really need to justify my blog url...
Life is really treating me well! We've changed placed and I'm now sitting with Marilyn, whom i rather sit with than a few other people! Thank goodness my teacher accepted my explanation that i forgot to bring the book, i only have 2 pieces of homework left and even though the price is quite high...i may be able to convince my parents i wanna go to genting!! What's even better is that i got really good marks for my theory teat even though i didn't study for it! (slacker) (shut up pessimistic side!)
At least Dnt is not that bad...all I need to do is a simple model and I'm done with it!! And I only have compre left on zuo ye so at least i dun have to crack my brains that much!
I wanna go slp but i really want to finish this entry so...just pray that mii grandma won't come now...i a few weeks time I'll be having an oral exam...It's so cool the examiner is from london...i can't wait to tell him he needs a holiday...lol....although it's quite pricy for the exam...$131...it's still worth the certificate and stuff so I'm really glad for the experience...I want a distincion!!!
I don't believe I'm getting a scholarship for speech day either...it's so cool...Miss Eunice Olsen is the one giving away the prizes...although going for practise session yesterday was a bit tiring...I'm really looking forward to speech day when I can see my band seniors perform!!! And some of my friends in the concert segment...AND free reception afterwards!!! so happy i applied for the scholarship... $750~~
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Sincerly...I'm not that optimistic...but then if you combine both retarded and idiotic this is what you get...
Monday, July 9, 2007
Yo! wad's up! ^^
Hi!!
Life's been treating me kinda well these few days...but I've still been shirking most of my respnsibilities... sigh
So, with the SYF all over, and my sore throat kinda cured, YAY!! lolz...(it's really been frustrating not being able to hear myself talk...I dunnoe why but it is...) But now there's this Speech Day rehearsal that I have to go to...I think it's really senseless to stay back for 2 hours just to go on stage, shake hands with a person whom you have no idea is, bow, get off the stage and sit on the floor for the next 1 hour. That kinda sucks....
Oh well...today I kept on reading naruto even during 'Bible Study' (in class during recess) then it kinda stryck me that I've been paying a lot of attention to many other things except God. Then I remember that God...who made us...and I'm ignoring him...it made me think...then i continued reading naruto...which is the worst thing i could have done there and then....
So I think I better log off now 'cause i haven't been sleeping all that early....until next time (I hope the next time will be soon because I've really been slacking.....)
Cyas!!^^
Life's been treating me kinda well these few days...but I've still been shirking most of my respnsibilities... sigh
So, with the SYF all over, and my sore throat kinda cured, YAY!! lolz...(it's really been frustrating not being able to hear myself talk...I dunnoe why but it is...) But now there's this Speech Day rehearsal that I have to go to...I think it's really senseless to stay back for 2 hours just to go on stage, shake hands with a person whom you have no idea is, bow, get off the stage and sit on the floor for the next 1 hour. That kinda sucks....
Oh well...today I kept on reading naruto even during 'Bible Study' (in class during recess) then it kinda stryck me that I've been paying a lot of attention to many other things except God. Then I remember that God...who made us...and I'm ignoring him...it made me think...then i continued reading naruto...which is the worst thing i could have done there and then....
So I think I better log off now 'cause i haven't been sleeping all that early....until next time (I hope the next time will be soon because I've really been slacking.....)
Cyas!!^^
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